The abandonment, neglect and abuse from my childhood normalized the relationship patterns that stemmed from that oppression. I sat in the dark wondering how to extricate myself into the light. Constantly clawing for any substance or process to relieve me from pain and suffering.

The 12 Steps of CoDA, the fellowship, outside help, a sponsor, service, and diligent effort sent everlasting stability and hope for a different today.

My life has been transformed by a power greater than myself not without struggle, resistance, pain, and the ability to be in the moment, the most precious gift.

I now cherish me, the golden gift to myself. I’m no longer afraid to touch the bottom of the ocean of my soul, reach for the infinite sky of light of my being, face reality, change my thinking, and grow into the woman I’m intended to be.

Free at last.
Cynthia W.
05.27.2025