Recovery
thoughts,

             
Hi, I would like to tell you about my inner child. 
My inner child becomes very sad when at the age of 4 my mom and dad
separated.  It was an awful night
full of arguing.  My mom wanted to
leave the house without her kids.  I
cried please don’t leave me, "mom" over and over till she finally took
me.  This event has ran my life over
and over again.  Now when I am in
relationships I am very needy.  This
is to try and fill the void of that night. 
When my husband moved out of our home it brought the same feeling and
when he asked me for divorce, it was the same feeling all over again.

This
is a definite pattern in my life.  I
would love to work on healing the inner child so that I may overcome the feeling
of rejection, insecurity and abandonment.   Those three issues ran my life on a daily basis. 
Others say I am strong yet I don’t know my strength.  
My codependency takes me to the deepest depression in which I cannot
function for days in.  I am looking
forward to reading this book, a codependent book. I would also like an on line
meeting to attend.

Spresa