Bam! I am now over whelmed and actively seeking guidance from my higher power (God) I now understand the serenity prayer and why I now understand it. I don’t necessarily think I am cured, for lack of a better term but actually think this is going to be a long struggle. I have to give up control but I can still love?? Really, I mean really… back when I was oblivious to my codependent nature, I would have cheated, ran, lied, manipulated and raged to hang on to that control. I don’t have to do any of that anymore?!? Really, I mean really?
Mary W – 11/9/15